That gathering had been a bust, and a rather loud one at that.
Dustbite had broken off from the group of returning cats shortly before they entered camp, opting to disappear back into the territory. He was dead on his paws after such a long journey to and back from the island, but he couldn't find it in his heart to inhabit camp at the moment.
It was too full, he was too full. The clans themselves seemed fit to burst once again at any moment, a second more metaphorical sunquake. There would never be rest, or peace. Just more of the same senseless violence and cats who fueled themselves on blind hatred or stupidity alone.
So the silver tom had disappeared into the urged forest, padding forward on aching paws as his mind was filled with both nothing and everything.
What was keeping him here? His uncle, Vaporwave. He had an apprentice, Spiderpaw. But what else? Cats who viewed him as a nuisance, troublemaker or free amusement? What about Emberclan was so great? Or any of them? A cat had literally just been left behind by Fireclan for criticizing the leader.
Cats in the forest were trained from birth to love their clan, their family and way of life. But what about when you couldn't even scratch off one out of three? The only cat in his family that even gave half a ratshit about him was his uncle, and even then...one cat a family did not make. At least not in Dustbite's mind.
He stopped, digging his claws into the ashen turf. This was insufferable.
"I'm sorry, Vaporwave." The quiet mew was nearly lost to the wind as it picked up, causing the charred tips of trees to scratch at the moon above.
And then he was lost to it as well, letting it guide him towards the river as his paws seemed to move on their own.
Dustbite hadn't stopped walking until the sun had begun to rise, it was only then that he realized the empty sort of tiredness that resonated within him.
He'd been following the river for a bit now, but his weary body was forced to stop. Here is one of the worst places he could choose to rest. The silver tom had hoped to be clear of this area by morning but he'd both overestimated his abilities to keep steady movement and underestimated the time it would take. And now he was too tired and too late.
All he could do now was sit hunched up by the flowing river on the edge of sleep, in enemy territory.
OOC NOTE: No need to mirror!
Dustbite had broken off from the group of returning cats shortly before they entered camp, opting to disappear back into the territory. He was dead on his paws after such a long journey to and back from the island, but he couldn't find it in his heart to inhabit camp at the moment.
It was too full, he was too full. The clans themselves seemed fit to burst once again at any moment, a second more metaphorical sunquake. There would never be rest, or peace. Just more of the same senseless violence and cats who fueled themselves on blind hatred or stupidity alone.
So the silver tom had disappeared into the urged forest, padding forward on aching paws as his mind was filled with both nothing and everything.
What was keeping him here? His uncle, Vaporwave. He had an apprentice, Spiderpaw. But what else? Cats who viewed him as a nuisance, troublemaker or free amusement? What about Emberclan was so great? Or any of them? A cat had literally just been left behind by Fireclan for criticizing the leader.
Cats in the forest were trained from birth to love their clan, their family and way of life. But what about when you couldn't even scratch off one out of three? The only cat in his family that even gave half a ratshit about him was his uncle, and even then...one cat a family did not make. At least not in Dustbite's mind.
He stopped, digging his claws into the ashen turf. This was insufferable.
"I'm sorry, Vaporwave." The quiet mew was nearly lost to the wind as it picked up, causing the charred tips of trees to scratch at the moon above.
And then he was lost to it as well, letting it guide him towards the river as his paws seemed to move on their own.
Dustbite hadn't stopped walking until the sun had begun to rise, it was only then that he realized the empty sort of tiredness that resonated within him.
He'd been following the river for a bit now, but his weary body was forced to stop. Here is one of the worst places he could choose to rest. The silver tom had hoped to be clear of this area by morning but he'd both overestimated his abilities to keep steady movement and underestimated the time it would take. And now he was too tired and too late.
All he could do now was sit hunched up by the flowing river on the edge of sleep, in enemy territory.
OOC NOTE: No need to mirror!